THE CHAT ROOM PART 7©Temi Akintade
THE CHAT ROOM PART 7
©Temi Akintade
Tayo and I had sex again. But this time, it was in my room, on my bed. My mother was away job hunting while I was at home doing not but chatting with Tayo. We were sex chatting before he told me that he was coming over. And that he wanted to teach me how to do some new things.
How we ended up in my bed, naked with our hearts racing was what I didn't understand. he always enjoyed it but I never did. I always wanted his attention and it seemed as if the only way I could get it was when we were in bed, cuddling. He wore his trousers and threw on his shirt.
"Oh shit!" He cursed.
"What's wrong?" I thought that maybe he regretted what he just had with me but I wasn't sure.
"We forgot to use a condom stupid. Why didn't you remind me?" He was livid? I knew because I could see it in his eyes.
I got dressed too but I didn't smoother my rough hair. Maybe I was truly stupid for wanting his attention and then ending up in bed with him. It was stupid. And I was stupid. The world will think I'm stupid too but there was only one way to find out. I made a mental note to ask Bose.
"But we used a condom the last time and it busted so what is the use of the one we didn't use now," I asked.
He chuckled obviously over my stupid question and shook his head. "When you get pregnant I will make sure that I am not held for it. Okay?" He moved to leave. I felt hurt, unloved, and used. "Meanwhile, I will come and check you in school before I leave."
I was leaving for school in two days. And somehow, I felt as if something dropped to the pit of my stomach the moment Tayo told me about getting pregnant. I thought about calling Bose to tell her about my escapades but I held back. Maybe I would just wait until the following day.
But all through that night, I could not sleep. I couldn't respond to Tayo's Facebook chats anymore. I had other new messages on Facebook. They were all from guys who claimed to be in love with me when we are even yet to see them. Some of them even sent me pornography images. Exhausted and nauseated about my life, a thought dropped into my mind.
What if I get pregnant?
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